[2021] Hospicing modernity

@book{de2021hospicing,
  title={Hospicing Modernity: Facing Humanity's Wrongs and the Implications for Social Activism},
  author={de Oliveira, V.M.},
  isbn={9781623176259},
  lccn={2021011871},
  url={https://books.google.co.cr/books?id=4noQEAAAQBAJ},
  year={2021},
  publisher={North Atlantic Books}
}

In openlibrary.

My highlights:

When language manifests as an entity, it “worlds the world” and this opens other possibilities for experiencing existence within the world. In worlding the world, stories are living entities that emerge from and move things in the world.

Modernity is a single story of progress, development, human evolution, and civilization that is omnipresent. Being carried up a ladder of social mobility that stands on the broken backs of piling bodies of other human and nonhuman beings. Modernity is full of paradoxes: of war and humanitarian support, of ongoing colonialism and reconciliation, of imperialism and education, of poverty creation and alleviation, of exponential growth and sustainability.

Although modernity always sees itself and behaves as if “young,” it has grown old and is facing its end. Most people will not willingly let go of the enjoyments and securities afforded by modernity. Acting with compassion to assist systems to die with grace, and to support people in the process of letting go— even when they are holding on for dear life to what is already gone. The sense of separation and superiority implanted by modernity is a social disease in all of us, that requires collective healing.

Clear space and build collective capacity for us to reflect on the role of education in confronting the potential or likelihood of social and ecological collapse in our lifetimes— and beyond. Finally we could see that we were addicted to arrogance, consumption, and unaccountable autonomy. From the day children are born, their education should prepare them to become healthy, wise elders and good ancestors for all relations.

Many of these expired stories give us a sense of security, purpose, and direction— precisely because they seem stable and solid. Thus, we become attached to them and get used to their weight in our lives. Figure out a way to release these stories, and— for at least a minute— to sit with the mystery of the void we feared.

Modernity is not a concept, label, or object of analysis. Rather, it is a worlding story, a complex adaptive living system that actively does things, including conditioning the habits of knowing and being of those whose lives and livelihoods are intertwined with it. Many who benefit from modernity would be prepared to fight to secure its continuity. Many of those who are exploited by modernity would prefer to benefit from it, regardless of the costs. Many would like to see modernity replaced by a different system. Some believe a genuinely new system is only possible if we are able to learn the lessons that modernity has to offer in its decline.

Modernity is not a corrupt project of the West that needs to be defeated and replaced with a more righteous and virtuous non- Western alternative, but rather something that is now (unevenly) part of all of us, conditioning the ways we experience reality. The benefits we associate with modernity are created and maintained by historical, systemic, and ongoing processes that are inherently violent and unsustainable. Modernity cannot exist without expropriation, extraction, exploitation, militarization, dispossession, destitution, genocides, and ecocides. In many stories of modernity these effects are considered the collateral damage of modernity rather than the necessary preconditions for modernity to exist.

Coloniality refers to the enduring manifestations of colonial relations, logic, and situations— even after the official decolonization of formal structures of governance. This deeper, older violence is the imposed sense of separation between ourselves and the dynamic living land- metabolism that is the planet and beyond, as well as the theological separation between creature and creator.

[The] technological shift contributed to the perception that the trees and the land could no longer teach us anything of value and that human progress is to be found in cities. The capacity to reason in a legitimate way, or at all, is attributed to particular human bodies and particular cultures. This is the source of hierarchies where the worth of bodies and cultures is tied to their perceived ability to produce knowledge in a specific way. Cultural supremacy secures a position where certain bodies are perceived to naturally embody authority and to be the legitimate arbiters of justice who are best fit to impose on other bodies what they believe to be objective and universal parameters and protocols for morality, ethics, economy, politics, and science.

Modernity/ coloniality has the capacity to imprint the wording of the world as the only possible relationship with language, meaning, knowledge— and, consequentially, with the world. This obsession with meaning overrides other sensibilities to the point where we can only register what we consider meaning- full, and we may numb to sense- fullness (in the broadest, most sensorial sense). It also imposes its own meanings as neutral and objective representations of reality.

There are at least four main constitutive denials sanctioned within modernity/ coloniality that severely restrict our capacity to sense, relate, and imagine otherwise: the denial of systemic, historical, and ongoing violence and of complicity in harm (the fact that our comforts, securities, and enjoyments are subsidized by expropriation and exploitation elsewhere); the denial of the limits of the planet and of the unsustainability of modernity/ coloniality (the fact that the finite earth- metabolism cannot sustain exponential growth, consumption, extraction, exploitation, and expropriation indefinitely); the denial of entanglement (our insistence in seeing ourselves as separate from each other and the land, rather than “entangled” within a wider living metabolism that is bio- intelligent); and the denial of the magnitude and complexity of the problems we need to face together (the tendency to look for simplistic solutions that make us feel and look good and that may address symptoms, but not the root causes, of our collective complex predicament).

Academia as we know it today (and formal education in general) has been created to uphold modernity, to recruit supporters, and to secure modernity’s future. Academia must reproduce the denials. Modernity predetermines what can be heard; what can be deemed real and possible; what can be imagined as desirable and ideal; and how we are supposed to feel, behave, and communicate within these parameters.

Create some generative chaos in your existence in order to make you somewhat uncomfortable and activate learning in your “stretch zone.” Grapple with the limits of these structures and how they are gradually becoming obsolete, and to take account of the often invisibilized costs of sustaining them.

In order to make possible deeper engagements and better relationships we will need to reactivate capacities for sensing, relating, and imagining that have been deactivated within modernity.

Amongst all other animals humans are the youngest. Amongst all human cultures the modern culture is the youngest.

What if you find motivations and responsibilities you won’t be able to ignore, but no one around you will understand you anymore?

Depth education, a mode of engagement designed to prompt us to dig deeper and to relate wider, disinvest in harmful desires, activate accountability and responsibility before will (not as an intellectual choice or a transactional calculation), and become open to being taught by the world in unexpected ways. [It] focuses on complexities and paradoxes and it invites all of us to sit with difficulties; unpack investments; confront resistance; disarm affective land mines; relate beyond meaning, identity, and understanding; rationally explore the limits of rationality; and face humanity within and around us in all its complexity: the good, the bad, the broken, and the messed up.

Worlding stories invite us to experiment with a different relationship between language and reality.

Within modernity, maturity is associated with the rule of mind and reason over emotions and the body. [It] severely limits our capacity to face and address plurality, uncertainty, ambiguity, and unknowability— both within ourselves and in the world at large.

Modernity conditions us to think in only a singular, linear layer based on an objective description of reality. [It] limits our capacity to develop discernment and to hold space for a range of multiple and conflicting thoughts, feelings, desires, and relationships. Sometimes an insight may be problematic in one layer, but not in another.

Everyone reproduces, to different extents, modernity’s violence. [There are] important differences in terms of sensibilities, vulnerabilities, sacrifices, types of labor, workloads, and sense of time and urgency. I invite you to experience the absurdity of modernity within and around you as a form of connection, endearment, and liberation from the grip of arrogance; as a way to laugh at yourself and be taught by the precarity, brokenness, and imperfection of our collective existence.

Can you see yourself as cute and pathetic? Can you laugh at yourself?

Disillusionment is a condition for clearing the way for other forms of existence to be able to emerge without being suffocated by our modern desires, projections, and expectations. This process involves realizing our entanglement not only with beautiful things in the world, but also with the saturated collective and individual “shit” of different forms of violence, greed, unprocessed traumas, harmful projections and addictions, narcissism, hedonism, hyperindividualism, and consumerism in all its forms.

Interrupt addictions to consumption, not only of “stuff” but also of knowledge, experiences, and relationships. Stop fearing fear, uncertainty, and emptiness. Surrender without collapsing. Listen to nonhuman authorities, and care about our relationship with them. Be open to what you can’t and may never understand. Look into the mirror and release the fear of disappointment, rejection, and abandonment. Embrace yourself as both cute and pathetic, be courageously vulnerable. Activate the sense of hearing in all parts of your body, so that through witnessing we can heal one another. Notice how you move between your comfort, stretch, and panic zones. Turn the heart into a verb: corazonar, senti- pensar. Feel the pain of the earth piercing you. Collectivize your heart so that it breaks open and not apart. Allow yourself to be guided by a metabolic intelligence. Enable neurogenesis and learn to breathe water. Be water. Offer palliative care to the dystopian world that is dying, both within and around us. Digest the teachings this death offers. Assist with the birth of something new, without suffocating what is being born with projections and idealizations.

HEADS UP patterns: Hegemonic practices (reinforcing and justifying the status quo) Ethnocentric projections (presenting one view as universal and superior) Ahistorical thinking (forgetting the role of historical legacies and complicities in shaping current problems) Depoliticized orientations (disregarding the impacts of power inequalities and delegitimizing dissent) Self- serving motivations (invested in self- congratulatory heroism) Uncomplicated solutions (offering “feel- good” quick fixes that do not address root causes of problems) Paternalistic projections (infantilizing the other and seeking gratitude from those who have been “helped”)

[If these patterns] are challenged all at once, the resulting narrative can become largely unintelligible. The more critical, well- thought- out projects that try to be mindful of (or address) more than just one set of the problematic patterns rarely, if ever, get funded, because the funders simply might not understand what the project is trying to achieve and how. Efforts to interrupt these patterns also tend to create paradoxes, where a solution to one problem creates another problem or even a chain of problems. Interrupting the workings of modernity within modernity is complex, complicated, and deeply frustrating. Stamina, humor, flexibility, and resilience are required.

(Methodological Layer) Critiques that focus on ways of doing conclude that the system is not operating as it should— that is, at its optimum performance level— and must be adjusted in order to realign better with its underlying principles and goals. Lack of efficiency within capitalist markets, a lack of access to Enlightenment knowledge, and a lack of trust in a nation- state’s politicians or democratic processes. Single story of development as economic growth, assimilation, and social mobility as universally desirable outputs.

(Epistemological Layer) The politics of knowledge are deeply linked to the naturalization of ongoing historical and systemic inequalities. Our dominant frames of reference favor certain ways of knowing over others and thereby determine what is intelligible, desirable, and imaginable. Reconsider what and how we know— and how we might know differently. What is perceived as natural, normal, and common sense.

(Ontological Layer) We cannot expect capitalism, the state, or Enlightenment humanism to fix the problems that capitalism, the state, and Enlightenment humanism have produced— we therefore need to learn to exist otherwise. The problems will not be eradicated until the foundations of this system expire, and until we learn from the current system’s mistakes, mourn its decline, and assist with its passing with integrity, we won’t be able to create different possibilities. Who and what we are. Explore the boundaries of what we perceive to be real, intelligible, possible, and relevant and look for alternatives that are viable but unimaginable within modernity’s frames of reference and desirability.

Development is identified as a theory of change that no longer offers a compelling or ethical narrative vision for the future— if it ever did. Separability removes the intrinsic value of life that grounds relations of equanimity and an individual’s inherent sense of self- worth. If your life does not carry intrinsic value, you will need to produce value within the economies of modernity in order to justify your worth, and why you deserve to be alive. [In a] hierarchical value that rank allegedly separate beings and cultures against one another according to their perceived utility within modernity’s economies. Separations between humans and the earth and other- than- human beings are premised on conquest, domination, and property ownership.

While the house modernity built offers shiny promises of endless consumption, comfort, safety, and social mobility, these promises are subsidized by a colonial underside: the externalized and invisibilized costs of building and maintaining the house. Through historical and ongoing destitution; dispossession; and epistemicides, genocides, and ecocides. The expansion of the house through exponential growth also requires the expansion of its violence.

Low- intensity struggles are marked by the availability of choice to engage or disengage according to one’s stated commitments or contextual conveniences. Those who live inside the house are deeply conditioned by its structure— intellectually, affectively, and relationally.

Since modernity sees itself as the apex of civilization, it places modern subjectivities (modern humans) as the apex of human social evolution. Assume that those who are functional and well adapted to producing value in modernity’s economies are “normal,” well- adjusted, and in a position to judge and to “help” those who are not, to “catch up” with modernity’s program. What other neurochemical and neurofunctional configurations would be possible if we were not bound by those economies? These types of research are both unthinkable and unfundable in modern science.

Modernity reorients the production, release, and absorption of serotonin. We feel compelled to seek connection and the external validation for our sense of worth through participation in modern affective, intellectual, relational, and material economies. Modernity convinces us that we can fill the (insatiable) existential gap created by separability through the consumption of goods, knowledge, relationships, critique, experiences, praise, and other forms of capital.

In many ways, the only way out of the intellectual, affective, relational, and creative limits imposed by modernity is to intentionally pay more attention to modernity’s death rather than try to fix, replace, or escape it. Modernity is faster than thought. This is why we cannot simply think our way out of modernity.

The practices of alphabetic literacy currently taught in schools are about stories that are fixed, and that attempt to fix things in place and in perfect form. Such ways of relating to stories comes from modernity, and we do not pay much attention to what these stories do to the children and to the world at large. We romanticize and idealize humanity by associating being human with virtue, beauty, goodness, greatness, benevolence, and innocence while associating being inhuman with evil— or with whatever does not fit modernity’s picture- perfect frame of humanity. This supports the rationalization of why these others do not deserve to enjoy what we feel entitled to, and, at its extreme, to justify why they should be eliminated. Challenge this dichotomy and support people to “face humanity” in its full spectrum: the good, the bad, the beautiful, the ugly, the broken, and the messed up.

Long- established expectations of order, safety, security, stability, and predictability that were created by modernity are becoming increasingly untenable. The logical response from modernity’s patterns of knowing is to impose more fixed meanings to control the rebellious world at any cost, to give up on the world through cynicism and nihilism, or to use violence against others or oneself.

Colonization involves the systematic belittlement and attempted elimination of Indigenous peoples’ knowledge and governance systems, so that settlers can have access to their land. The sense that because we work or study at a university, we are exceptional people (exceptionally intelligent, well- educated, and virtuous) who are uniquely positioned to see reality more objectively than everyone else and to suggest (or impose) steps to improve it. We feel we can and should codify the world to our hearts’ content using our particular cultural referents, thinking we are doing it with neutrality, objectivity, innocence/ benevolence, and universal relevancy. We also feel this status is constantly under threat (with some good reason), and therefore this position needs to be continuously defended and reaffirmed, using multiple strategies of taking space.

Other( ed) knowledges are frequently dismissed on two grounds. Most frequently, they are interpreted as too similar and therefore irrelevant and incapable of offering any substantial thing of value to “progress.” Alternatively, they are deemed too different and unintelligible, which either renders them irrelevant (again) or places them in a position where their credentials are subject to constant scrutiny by those who can evaluate them in allegedly neutral, objective, and universal ways.

When those who cannot fit modernity’s molds end up in modern institutions, the experience of “inclusion” can be quite violent and painful. Having one’s stories instrumentalized, commodified, and consumed can be painful and retraumatizing. The narratives necessary to build my legitimacy and credibility as a university professor before my academic peers are precisely the narratives that could frame me, standing before Indigenous community relations, as personally invested in an oppressive dominant culture.

Some people choose to stay with a single narrative of who they are that works in building legitimacy and belonging within the groups they want to associate with. Others develop the capacity to translate themselves from one context into another, with different narratives about who they are. Such translations can be perceived as dishonest by those who have never had to translate themselves into other contexts.

Systemic violence is complex and multilayered. One thing that cuts across layers is the disproportionate amount of labor that Indigenous and other visibly racialized bodies bear when they are expected to teach other people about systemic colonial and racial violence in equity, diversity, and inclusion (EDI) initiatives.

Expect it to be, at times, incoherent, messy, uncomfortable, difficult, deceptive, contradictory, paradoxical, repetitive, frustrating, infuriating, boring and painful— and prepare for your heart to break open to be stretched. Take a step back from the center, the frontline from visibility, relinquish the authority of your interpretations, your choice, your entitlements, relinquish that which you are most praised and rewarded for. Don’t try to teach, to lead, to organize, to mentor, to control, to theorize, or to determine where we should go, how to get there and why.

Within modernity, any form of politics in order to be legible must have a dialectical description of a problem (critique) and a prescription of solutions (proposition). The seemingly paradoxical position of deep respect and deep suspicion or deep skepticism is extremely important for hospicing modernity. Imagining a political practice beyond representation, recognition, and redistribution is almost impossible within modernity.

We tend to homogenize and romanticize marginalized communities, denying them the complexity and fallibility that characterize the full spectrum of humanity; turning them into characters in order to affirm our fantasies of solidarity, redemption, futurity, and continuity. In order to expand modernity (to include more people) or replace hierarchies within it (change who is at the top), other marginalized people and the environment will have to pay the price.

Stories of rites of passage and initiation are very rare within modernity. They usually start with an interruption or severance that makes it impossible for the familiar way of being to continue as usual: you are stripped naked so that you can shed your old skin. Then there is the element of the “liminal,” a threshold where you are really vulnerable, but allows no going back and no other option except to be taught by the dis- eases, monsters, shadows, and shit— without guarantees that you will come out alive. The liminal is a space of great danger: where the work gets done at a cellular level in the flesh and in the bones, or where you die. The last element is the long return home, the growing of new skin, which involves a voluntary relinquishment of something previously deemed foundational, but that is no longer useful or necessary. You begin to integrate the unique lessons you have learned and you finally find your way back— and soon enough you start a new cycle. Modernity dying, not on our terms, can also be considered a rite of passage for humanity.

There is knowledge that can be known and described, there is knowledge that can be known but not described, and there is knowledge that cannot be known or described.

The world is changed through love, patience, enthusiasm, respect, courage, humility, and living life in balance. We have made it sick and thus made ourselves sick, either we heal or we die. Because it is urgent and we are running out of time, we need to slow down in order to grow up.

It requires an interruption of harmful desires hidden behind promises of entitlements and securities that people hold onto, particularly when they are desperate or afraid. we would need to withdraw safely from the numbing sedatives we have become addicted to. No wonder this is a difficult sell, but do we really have any other option?

We understand that our decolonial gestures and attempts to undertake this work will undoubtedly and inevitably fail. However, how we fail is important. It is actually in the moments of failure that the deepest (un) learning becomes possible and we can get a glimpse of the depth of our collective predicament. Failing generatively requires both intellectual and relational rigor.

More highlights: https://ia800501.us.archive.org/14/items/elopio-kindle-highlights/Hospicing_modernity_facing_humanitys_wrongs_and_th%20-%20Notebook.html

At EthCC 2023 in Paris we printed a fanzine with an excerpt from the book and handed it out to humans in our events.

It was designed and printed by Taller 20/20.

Spanish translation:
Extracto del libro «Hospicing Modernity» de Vanessa Machado de Oliveira

Modernidad/Colonialidad

Este término funciona como un recordatorio de que los beneficios que asociamos con la modernidad son creados y mantenidos por procesos históricos, sistémicos y continuos que son inherentemente violentos e insostenibles. En otras palabras, este término subraya el hecho de que la modernidad no puede existir sin expropiación, extracción, explotación, militarización, despojo, indigencia, genocidios y ecocidios. Esto se fundamenta en datos económicos, políticos e históricos, pero, así como los datos sobre el cambio climático, estos son considerados «demasiado difíciles como para lidiar con ellos», y son en gran parte ignorados o replanteados como otra cosa. Por ejemplo, en muchas historias de modernidad estos efectos se consideran como el daño colateral de la modernidad, y no como las precondiciones necesarias para que la modernidad exista.

Mientras el colonialismo se presenta con frecuencia como la ocupación y administración formal de las tierras y la subyugación de las personas originarias de estas tierras, la colonialidad se refiere a las manifestaciones duraderas de relaciones, lógicas y situaciones coloniales–incluso después de la descolonización oficial de las estructuras formales de gobierno. En este sentido, la colonialidad representa una forma hegemónica global de poder que organiza cuerpos, tiempo, conocimiento, relaciones, trabajo y espacio de acuerdo con parámetros económicos (como valor de intercambio, por ejemplo), y que beneficia grupos particulares de personas, con o sin colonización formal.

Negaciones constitutivas

Podemos pensar lo que la modernidad/colonialidad repudia como negaciones constitutivas: lo que necesitamos (que nos hagan) olvidar para creer lo que la modernidad/colonialidad quiere que creamos, y para desear lo que la modernidad/colonialidad quiere que deseemos. Hay por lo menos cuatro negaciones constitutivas principales autorizadas dentro de la modernidad/colonialidad que restringen con severidad nuestra capacidad de percibir, relacionarnos e imaginar de otra forma:

  • la negación de la violencia sistémica, histórica y continua, y la complicidad en este daño (el hecho de que nuestras comodidades, seguridades y disfrutes están subsidiadas por la expropiación y explotación en otros lugares);
  • la negación de los límites del planeta y de la insostenibilidad de la modernidad/colonialidad (el hecho de que el metábolismo-tierra finito no puede sostener crecimiento, consumo, extracción, explotación y expropiación exponenciales de forma indefinida);
  • la negación del enredo (nuestra insistencia de vernos a nosotres mismes como separades de les otres y de la tierra, y no como un entretejido dentro de un metabolismo viviente más amplio que es biointeligente); y
  • la negación de la magnitud y la complejidad de los problemas que necesitamos enfrentar juntes (la tendencia de buscar soluciones simplistas que nos hagan sentir y vernos mejor y que podrían tratar síntomas, pero no causas fundamentales de nuestro complejo predicamento colectivo).

La modernidad es más rápida que el pensamiento

La modernidad predetermina qué puede ser escuchado; qué puede ser considerado real y posible; qué puede ser imaginado como deseable e ideal; y cómo se supone que nos sintamos, comportemos y comuniquemos dentro de estos parámetros. Este condicionamiento es precognitivo–es más rápido que el pensamiento mismo ya que estructura nuestro inconsciente. Pero no crean mi palabra; probemos un experimento. Sharon Stein creó un ejercicio llamado CIRCULAR que identifica ocho patrones esperados, intelectuales, afectivos y de la disposición de nuestras acciones, que la modernidad ha impreso en nuestro inconsciente, y que esta premia. Estos patrones pueden prevenir que sintamos, nos relacionemos e imaginemos de otras formas, pero al ser percibidos como normales y naturales, casi no hay incentivos para notarlos o interrumpirlos. De hecho, para que sean funcionales e inteligibles dentro de la modernidad, tienen que usarlos.

Dentro del marco de legibilidad de la modernidad, es difícil invitar personas a que vean los problemas en estos patrones. Esto porque generalmente, para recibir la atención de las personas, debemos presentar los patrones problemáticos como obstáculos para el progreso de la modernidad. Sin embargo, cuando hacemos esto, aparece la tendencia de responder tratando de trascender estos patrones en busca de pureza moral, autoridad política, o avance (colectivo o individual)–cada uno de los cuales está muy enraizado en los marcos de la modernidad. Este ejercicio no es sobre esto. Si tratamos de movilizar el interés para notar e interrumpir estos patrones así, todo el propósito de este ejercicio fracasaría. En lugar de esto, están invitades a ver las dificultades para enfrentar estos patrones como maestres que pueden mostrarles algo muy importante (acerca de la modernidad y de nosotros mismes), que por lo general preferimos negar.

CIRCULAR

Continuidad: buscar la perpetuación (y tal vez la expansión) del sistema existente y sus promesas de seguridad, certezas y derechos. Este patrón lleva a las personas a acercarse al cambio de formas condicionales en las que calculan los beneficios percibidos de ese cambio contra las perdidas potenciales, y generalmente no toman opciones (o renuncian a opciones ) que comprometan su propio futuro o su posición ventajosa (por ejemplo, «yo quiero trascender el colonialismo sin renunciar a nada»).

Inocencia: posicionarse a une misme afuera de la complicidad en la violencia, con frecuencia porque une se ha declarado comprometide en contra de la violencia. Este patrón borra cómo nuestra implicación en el daño es en su mayoría el producto de nuestra posición estructural dentro de sistemas dañinos y de nuestros hábitos de ser, aprendidos e inconscientes, y no el producto de elecciones intelectuales activas de dañar a otres (por ejemplo, «porque yo digo que estoy en contra de sistemas violentos, eso significa que ya no soy cómplice de ellos»).

Recentrar: privilegiar sentimientos, experiencias y perspectivas de une misme y de la mayoría del grupo/nación/etc, y no ver a las dinámicas sistémicas de inequidad y violencia, y discernir a partir de ahí las acciones para trabajar en desarrollar posibilidades más sanas para la coexistencia (por ejemplo, «¿cómo me va a hacer sentir o afectar este cambio?»).

Certeza: Desear (y demandar) conocimiento establecido y totalizante, respuestas simples y garantizadas a problemas complejos, y resultados predeterminados, antes de tomar acción. Este patrón niega que todo el conocimiento tiene relevancia situada y contextual (y no universal), y que todas las soluciones son parciales, imperfectas, y que podrían reproducir los problemas que buscan solucionar, o podrían crear nuevos problemas (por ejemplo, «yo merezco saber exactamente qué va a pasar, cuándo, dónde, y cómo»).

Autonomía irrestricta: poner primero la libertad de elección e independencia propias a costas de honrar la interdependencia y responsabilidad. Es más, este patrón ve a la responsabilidad como una elección intelectual, con frecuencia basada en un análisis de costo-beneficio y maximización de utilidad, y no como un retortijón visceral para hacer lo que es necesario para mantener relaciones respetuosas y recíprocas basadas en confianza y consentimiento (por ejemplo, «yo no soy responsable de nadie que no sea yo, a menos que escoja serlo»).

Liderazgo: enmarcarse a une misme, o a otra persona o comunidad, como particularmente valiosa y merecedora del poder para determinar el tipo, modo, y dirección del cambio. Este patrón posiciona a la persona o grupo excepcional más allá de la crítica y afuera de la complicidad, y por esto impone expectativas irreales que hacen difícil reconocer las complejidades, y lo bueno, lo malo, lo feo y lo roto en todes (por ejemplo, «yo, o la persona o grupo que yo designe, está excepcionalmente calificada y tiene el derecho de determinar las características del cambio»).

Autoridad: nombrarse a une misme (o una persona designada) como la autoridad moral y política con el derecho de arbitrar justicia, o una autoridad epistemológica con el derecho de adjudicar la verdad y el camino más deseable hacia el cambio. Por lo general, este patron vuelve a silenciar a aquelles que son sistemáticamente ignorades e impone los deseos y expectativas propias sobre la existencia de otres (por ejemplo, «yo debería ser quien determina quién y qué es valioso y mereceder de cuáles derechos, privilegios y castigos»).

Reconocimiento: buscar afirmación de la propia virtud, redención y excepcionalidad (con frecuencia para justificar el mérito propio y el disfrute de privilegios). Con frecuencia, el reconocimiento se busca al seleccionar (y tratar de controlar) la propia imagen pública y tratar de asegurar que une es viste y oíde como si fuera e hiciera «lo bueno». Este patrón sirve como distracción del enfoque en el trabajo necesario para interrumpir comportamientos y deseos sistémicos dañinos en une y en otres (por ejemplo, «pero no ve que yo soy de los “buenos”?»).

Ejercicio

Este ejercicio les invita a hacer tres cosas:

Notar estos patrones, conforme aparecen sin anunciar, en sus respuestas a este texto y en las cosas pasando en sus vidas durante los próximos siete días. También pueden notarles a su alrededor, en las respuestas de otres. También pueden crear un juego de bingo con los patrones, para alivianarlos, porque si no corren el riesgo de usar este ejercicio para presumir sus virtudes.

Observar los mecanismos de recompensa que existen para estos patrones, y cómo ustedes y otras personas derivan placer y satisfacción de estos. Reflexionar sobre lo profundo del reto y de tratar de cambiar estos patrones en toda la cultura (pero no desesperen).

Al notar y observar, están invitades a sentarse con lo que está frente a ustedes, con autocompasión, sin alabar ni condenar, sin dedicarse o tratar de solucionar un problema. La idea es que construyan resistencia para sostener espacio para cosas difíciles y dolorosas sin sentirse abrumades, inmovilizades, o sin querer ser rescatades de la incomodidad (por ejemplo, enfocándose en soluciones, o buscando afirmación o inocencia).
La intención no es usar este ejercicio para superar estos patrones o establecer una superioridad moral–en realidad, todo lo contrario. Este ejercicio es sobre expandir la capacidad para las «4 Hs: humildad, honestidad, humor, e hyperautoreflexión».
Esto les da un vistazo del trabajo de cuidados paliativos para la modernidad que el resto del libro les invitará a hacer.
Este capítulo es trabajo previo para acompañar la enfermedad terminal de la modernidad. Como entrenar para un maratón, este proceso requiere que usemos músculos que la mayoría hemos descuidado–y en algunos casos, que ni siquiera sabemos que tenemos. El siguiente capítulo continua el trabajo de preparación. Este les dará una idea de los tipos de historias que encontrarán en el resto del libro, y el perfil de aquelles que se beneficiarán más de leerlas. También les pedirá tomar una decisión informada acerca de si deberían leer el libro.

Spanish translation:
Extracto del libro «Hospicing Modernity» de Vanessa Machado de Oliveira

La video conferencia mundial, 10 de diciembre, 2048

Imaginá que hoy es 10 de diciembre de 2048, y que estás participando en una conferencia mundial en realidad virtual 3D, con el objetivo de decidir cómo educar a nuestres niñes y a nosotres mismes después del devastador impacto de los eventos de los últimos 30 años. Estos eventos fueron causados por la avaricia, arrogancia y testarudez de los humanos, y su falta de voluntad para aprender de agravios, fallos y errores. Para nuestra consulta debés recordar: a) para qué es la educación, b) lo que el pasado nos enseñó, c) qué hizo la diferencia para sacarnos del desastre, d) lo que sabemos ahora, y e) lo que aún nos están enseñando. Vamos a revisar esto juntes antes de empezar nuestra consulta. Hay mil millones de personas en esta llamada, un tercio del total de la población mundial actual. Vamos a empezar recordando eventos significativos que pasaron en las últimas tres décadas. Lo que verás ahora no es solo el texto de esta presentación, las imágenes y videos asociados están siendo transfericdos a tus implantes corporales, parpadeá dos veces para aceptar estos archivos.

Periodo entre 2018 y 2027

El periodo entre 2018 y 2027 se caracterizó por la interrupción de nuestros sueños de consumerismo como prosperidad. Este periodo empezó con huelgas climáticas en las escuelas, cuando las personas jóvenes se dieron cuenta de que el camino que escogimos era tanto violento como insostenible. Ya sabían que su generación no tendría las mismas oportunidades de movilidad social que sus padres y abueles pudieron disfrutar, o la estabilidad y bienestar brindadas por su clase en ecosistemas relativamente saludables. En 2020 nos golpeó la pandemia global de COVID-19, seguida por múltiples erupciones de diferentes cepas del virus. Las tensiones raciales y el descontento civil también marcaron este periodo, en especial en países muy divididos y volátiles, como Brasil, Hong Kong, el Reino Unido y los Estados Unidos.

Desde el 2022 tuvimos una crisis económica cada vez mayor, desempleo masivo e indigencia, migración masiva, hambrunas localizadas y la intensificación de desigualdades sociales y raciales. Gobiernos populistas reaccionarios fueron elegidos democráticamente alrededor del mundo, aprovechando el poder de la polarización hiperpolítica y alimentando antagonismo y resentimiento. Los extremos climáticos, inundaciones e incendios forestales catastróficos se volvieron rutinarios. La poblaciones de polinizadores colapsaron globalmente en 2026. En 2019 pensamos que habíamos encontrado el lado bueno de todo esto mientras celebrábamos nuestros esfuerzos colectivos cuando registramos el agujero más pequeño observado en la capa de ozono, pero en 2020 el agujero apareció más profundo y grande que cuando fue descubierto. Por algunos meses de ese mismo año, las emisiones de carbono se redujeron notablemente en lugares que impusieron confinamiento por coronavirus. Al inicio de la pandemia hubo mucha emoción y esperanza de que las actitudes de las personas hacia los viajes con combustibles fósiles hubieran cambiado por siempre, pero pronto las emisiones volvieron a elevarse. En 2027, esquiar en los Alpes solo era posible en los Himalayas.

En este periodo de 10 años, las escuelas se convirtieron en lugares aún más obvios para la lucha política y económica. Los gobiernos de muchos países, incluyendo los Estados Unidos y el Reino Unido, prohibieron a les profesores que hablaran de privilegio racial o las complejidades de las identidades sexuales y de género. A les profesores también les prohibieron presentar perspectivas anticapitalistas o perspectivas que cuestionaran los registros de la historia autorizada por el estado. Sin embargo, a pesar de las disputas políticas, la protección de intereses económicos poco realistas se siguió priorizando en el curriculum: la mayoría de las escuelas siguieron enseñando un currículum centrado en el estudiante, basado en competencias, orientado a la tecnología y el mercado, dirigido por valores y principios consumeristas metropolitanos hiperindividualistas.

Para este momento, el curriculum, los examenes, y los servicios sociales de las escuelas, en su mayoría, habían sido subcontratados a compañías privadas. En el 2026, una conocida corporación de los Estados Unidos que por décadas había hecho presión política a los gobiernos del mundo, ofreció una opción más rentable para la educación global en línea y entrenamiento de profesores. Estandarizaron un currículum global basado en inteligencia artificial, causando el desempleo masivo de profesores. Ahorraron millones de millones de dólares en impuestos pero no pudieron reinvertirlos en servicios sociales porque los fondos tuvieron que ser reasignados para compensar la deuda creada por los paquetes de estímulo durante el coronavirus que llegó a niveles históricos. Este cambio de capital creó el mayor aumento de la desigualdad de riquesa en los registros históricos, con el 0.01% más rico amasando el equivalente a valor neto del 90% de la población mundial.

Periodo entre 2028 y 2037

El periodo entre 2028 y 2037 fue marcado por la amenaza real de la extinción humana. El bosque del Amazonas se redujo a un tercio de su tamaño, y el resto se mantuvo

The period between and 2037 was marked by the real threat of human extinction. By the Amazon forest was down to a third of its size; the remainder teetered on the edge of becoming a biologically inert desert, similar to the US’s exhausted agricultural corn belt fields. Ironically, the market share of Jeff Bezos’s Amazon corporation was worth a third of the total global wealth. The average temperature rose 2.47 degrees Celsius across the globe, as previous mitigation efforts had proved too little too late. All the ice in the Arctic Ocean melted. Children read about polar bears and many other arctic species in the new histories of extinction; sad companions to the images and stories of mammoths, sabertooth tigers, and giant land sloths that filled children’s books in the late twentieth century.

All of Siberia’s permafrost melted, releasing methane and unleashing viruses and fungal strains that we were neither immune to nor prepared for. Extensive desertification led to massive crop failures that, in turn, caused the global food supply chain to break down. This resulted in the worst global famine ever experienced. Disastrous typhoons, hurricanes, and tsunamis also made large areas uninhabitable. Countless people were displaced. Borders were closed and militarized due to mass migration. Most states failed to sustain their welfare safety net—leaving many people without government support for healthcare, sanitation, or waste management. Pensions and unemployment benefits also became a thing of the past as systems of wage labor foundered, and mid-human-range future forecasting became impossible. Reactionary dictatorships took power. Governments used mass surveillance and AI technology, wrapped in the rhetoric of “maintaining law and order,” to sweep away civil rights and freedoms and control citizen mobility. Torture and genocide against people and groups deemed inconvenient increased at an alarming rate and became a normalized extension of police and military tactics. Nuclear and biological weapons were unleashed in wars.

Five factors contributed to unparalleled loss of human life during this time: 1) unprecedented famine; 2) major viral and fungal outbreaks; 3) a global mental health crisis; 4) incurable new diseases caused by combined toxins and microplastics in food and water; and 5) violent civil conflicts—including state-sanctioned violence, terrorism, and police brutality. Needless to say, Black, Indigenous, and racialized populations were disproportionately targeted by state-sponsored violence and suffered the most in these events due to unparalleled levels of inequality. It is important to acknowledge that many of these communities had been experiencing these levels of trauma for generations, and had been sounding the alarm for ages, but most of us were indifferent and focused on trying to sustain our way of life in spite of all evidence that it was deadly.

Online schooling became unviable in 2033, and the corporation that had taken over global online learning went bankrupt in 2034—although the C-suite executives received generous payouts, bonuses, and severance packages prior to dissolution. The global economy completely collapsed in 2036, a year after Elon Musk started a human colony on Mars.

Period between 2038 and 2047

In the period between 2038 and 2047, we finally accepted that we were part of the problem and needed to engage with our painful reality to avoid being wiped out. The Mars colony tragically failed in 2038, destroying our hopes for life on another planet. In 2039, a massive event made us all suddenly recognize the enormous cost of our mistakes. Finally we could see that we were addicted to arrogance, consumption, and unaccountable autonomy. We realized that we needed mass rehabilitation. We grasped the gravity of the fact that we were only three billion people left on the planet. We understood that we had caused the extinction of 70% of all species—and the extinction of all life in entire regions of the earth—and we were extremely close to causing our own. We recognized that planet Earth is alive and we are part of its metabolism, not the center of the world or a special species. We also worked out that humanity is capable of both horrendous and wonderful things. We started to face our own and others’ humanity in all its complexity; and be taught by the human wrongs we had inflicted upon each other, upon other beings, and upon the planet.

Then we all had to learn quickly, collectively, and without schools or moral manifestos:

  • to heal intellectually, emotionally, relationally, economically, ecologically, and politically;
  • to abolish colonial and racial violence, inequality, hierarchies of worth and separations;
  • to center the earth and decenter our egos, identities, human narratives, and projections;
  • to age and to die in generative ways;
  • to care for, rather than compete with, everything and everyone;
  • to plant, repurpose technology, compost, repair, and regenerate everything;
  • to prioritize the common good for humans, nonhumans, and the planet;
  • to use words and conversation carefully and wisely, with humility and maturity;
  • to own up, sober up, clean up, grow up, show up, and exist differently.

So today, December 10, 2048, we convene to decide how to educate our children for human responsibility, considering the needs of the next seven generations of humans and nonhumans alike. We need our children to learn from human wrongs—from the violence and unsustainability caused by humanity, from our repeated mistakes of the past—so they can only make different mistakes in their future. From the day children are born, their education should prepare them to become healthy, wise elders and good ancestors for all relations. We cannot afford to repeat history. Today we decide how to do this together, as a planet-wide human and nonhuman family.

This is the end of the scenario. In the second part of this thought experiment, you are invited to engage with two sets of questions: “dipping-in” questions that invite you to engage with the scenario itself, and “diving deeper” questions that invite you to observe your own engagement with the scenario.

Dipping-in Questions

  1. What do you think was the event that made us realize we needed to find another way to (co)exist?
  2. Recall a memorable moment in your own process of realization. What sensations are in your body? What did you grieve losing the most? What was the rehab process like—for you and those around you? What did it entail? Was it painful? Uncomfortable? Difficult? What are you most grateful to have experienced?
  3. What motivated us to keep going on an unsustainable and violent path until 2039? How were policies, technologies, and market economies used to support violence and unsustainability?
  4. How were you complicit in the harm inflicted on others and on the planet in this period?
  5. What do you remember wanting most during that time? What sensations can you feel in your body when you recall this desire?
  6. What motivated us to seek a different path after 2039? What healthier, wiser forms of organization and economies emerged? How was technology used to support a different form of (co)existence? How were your own needs, dreams, and desires changed?
  7. Who were the people who survived? Who perished? Why?
  8. Did you know the answer to the question above? How did you come to know?
  9. What did we fail to learn before 2018 that could have prevented the most harmful events of the two decades that followed?
  10. Knowing what you know in 2048, if you could go back to 2021 what advice would you give to the people about to face the events that unfolded? After giving general advice, choose one person and craft a special message for them.

Diving Deeper Questions

  1. What affective responses emerged during this exercise? Anxiety? Sadness? Resistance? Relief? Exhaustion? Excitement? Hope? Hopelessness? Anger? Frustration? Defensiveness? Loss? Grief?
  2. Did you manage to observe these responses without trying to interpret them and without investing emotionally?
  3. The collapse described in the scenario has already happened for many people and other species. In many cases, the “collapse” they face on a daily basis is what maintains the comforts, enjoyments, securities, and conveniences of those of us thus far protected from it. How do you relate to your own complicity in violence and unsustainability? How does your body respond when you reflect on this?
  4. How did your body respond to the portrayal of humanity as arrogant, stubborn, and unwilling to learn? Who would likely see humanity from this perspective? Did you witness a desire for humanity to be portrayed only as beautiful, brave, wise, loving, and kind? Do you hope that alternative leaders, groups, or movements will have the answers to our predicament? What could these desires and forms of hope prevent us from acknowledging, addressing, and experiencing?
  5. Did you witness a desire for hope in the continuity of our current system and reassurance that everything would be okay? Who do you think could characterize this desire as a form of self-infantilization or as a form of harm?
  6. To what extent are you able to hold space for the aspects of yourself that you or other people would not consider pretty? How much time and energy do you invest in seeking or demanding validation for your knowledge, work, or positive self-image? Why is this important? What do you (and others) gain or lose with this? What insecurities could be driving this behavioral pattern? What sensations have arisen in your body when engaging with these questions?
  7. How prepared are you to hold space for difficult (painful, overwhelming, irritating) issues and conversations without wanting to be rescued/coddled or demanding quick fixes? How can you expand this capacity? From whom or what might you need to learn to do that?
  8. What affective work do you think will be necessary for people to choose a path of relational maturity, sobriety, humility, discernment, and accountability in which we can face storms together without hurting (or killing) each other or further harming (or fully destroying) the planet and other nonhuman beings? What do you feel is necessary now for this to start to happen?
  9. Were there parts of you that felt relieved by having these topics on the table? Were there parts of you that were concerned about exposing others to these topics? What desires and assumptions are behind both responses?
  10. What realizations (if any) have you had with this exercise?

As members of my research collective presented this experiment in different educational contexts, we observed and mapped four interesting clusters of responses:

The first cluster of responses was characterized by relief that the experiment addressed frustrations arising from the fact that these topics are rarely addressed in education. Responses in this cluster expressed relief (that the catastrophic unfolding of events was named), anger (at our collective inability to see this already happening), excitement (that we are finally talking about it), and skepticism (related to the awakening presented as a conclusion).

The second cluster was characterized by initial frustration followed by hope: frustration with the description of events, but hope about their conclusion. Responses in this cluster reflected surprise (at the exercise), anxiety (about the unfolding catastrophe), hope (about the conclusion), and concern (for the length of time it could take to find solutions).

The third cluster was characterized by immobilization: responses indicated that the experiment had pushed people into zones of panic or immobilization. Responses in this cluster reflected resistance (to the exercise), opposition (to the existence of the exercise), fear (of hopelessness caused by the exercise), despair (with the scenario), overwhelm (from the complexity of the situation), and denial (of complicity in the problems presented).

The fourth cluster was characterized by signs of rearranging desires. Responses in this cluster reflected bewilderment (at the scale of the problem), disorientation and disidentification with one’s own priorities (loss of satisfaction with familiar cognitive/affective frameworks), unease with leaving this exercise open, motivation to keep working through complexities, but feeling ill-equipped to take next steps, and feelings described as “open heart surgery” and “lead ball in the stomach.”1


Exercise

How would you map your responses in relation to the clusters presented? Did you notice patterns of response that did not fit in this map of clusters? What would be necessary to happen for sober and mature conversations about the potential or likelihood of collapse to start happening in generative ways in your context or in society in general?


This book consists of two parts:

In the first part (prep work) you will be invited to reflect on who modernity is and whether it is time (or not) for you to hospice it. For those who sense modernity dying within and around them, this book offers a new vocabulary and strategies that could make their lives much easier. However, for those who are protective of modernity and not ready to entertain the idea of its demise, reading this book could be disturbing and not advisable.

In the second part (hospicing modernity), you will find a collection of ten chapters, each with its own bundle of stories and exercises. The chapters can be read sequentially or not. I must tell you that this is not a “regular” book. It is a book of practice—a book of spells, if you will. Be mindful how you use it.